Friday, 6 August 2010


Thin enough to float away
I am never going to get 'O' back until I am thin. Until I have lost all this fat that is clinging on to me. And I want him back..I need him back. I need to feel the way I feel when I am with him. Nobody understands. Everyone lectures me that he is not what I need, that I am being taken for a mug (he has a gf..a superskinny blonde gf)...but they don't get it, they don't understand how he makes me feel. Two years on and he still gives me butterflies everytime we talk, makes me feel something I have never felt with any other guy..surely that must mean something? They tell me to let him go but I can't, I physically cannot. I will get him back one day .. when I am thin and worthy of him.....if love isn't the key movtivation then what is.


  1. I know exactly what you mean. I had one like that. Completely obsessed with the guy. I loved him, lusted after him, had to have him.

    I got him. It took a couple years. I didn't care if he had girlfriends because I knew it wouldn't last. I know that sounds a bit crazy obsessive, but he was my addiction. I was never reasonable with it came to him.

    We've been together 14 years this month and have been married for almost 9 years. So I did finally get him and kept him. Sometimes have been hell and others have been heaven, but I wouldn't have it any other way.

    <3 I wish you the best of luck and hope it helps to know that at least one person understands what you're talking about. :)

  2. P.S. I'm getting skinny to keep mine happy too. He was upset and wants a trophy wife. So here I am.

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  5. u realize u might have an ED right? the blonde thinspiration with the blue skirt and grey top has no boobs, when ur are average, or a little below u have boobs so thats good. 120 is a good weight i think but if ur tall ur gonna look like a skeleton from science, now thats ugly. i like ur goal but i don't really like ur way of reaching it by puking and unhealthy dieting. i know this great diet where u have only three small meals a day and no snacks, my mom did this when she was in college and she is 120lbs. also eating healthly is good. hope u get the guy but if he doesn't want u now and ur doing all this.. well he's a jerk and ur to good for him. alos boobs lure a guy so make sure u dot go past a size A