Well fatty is back. And I wish I had never gone. Somehow in a week I have managed to gain 5 lbs.. that is disgusting and I am disgusted with myself. When I left I am 161 and am now back up to 166..feel like I am going to throw up. Everyday was a massive buffet morning lunch and evening with every type of food and dessert you could think of....I never had breakfast but lunch and dinner there would always be something that would attract me and id stupidly eat it...I managed to go back to the room and purge a few times but it was hard to get rid of my friends. And then everynight we drank too much I guess...because again it was all inclusive..cocktails..cherry brandy..ammeretto..arghh I'm so angry right now. 65pound was amazing for a holiday in cyprus but basically I have just paid to put on a lot of weight..if I hadn't of gone I should of been in the 150's by now. I am sorry to everyone that gives me the support and especially Imperfections that always seems to help push me forward, I have let you all dowwn majorly and myself. I need to get bqack on track bigtime.
Sorry ladies, I hope your weeks went a whole lot better than mine xxx
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2 weeks ago
don't feel sorry, i kinda know how you must be feeling right now. gain-lose-gain cycle.. it's tough to deal with. u can get back on track. at least u had fun in cyprus, right? :) /xo
ReplyDeleteI know how you feel... but you can jump back on and keep going! And your metabolism will be higher now. I tend to lose weight faster after I eat... You can do this!
ReplyDeleteYou've actually just made my day! I would say not to be sorry, but I know exactly how that feels - I've put on 4 lbs lately, and I haven't even been on holiday!
ReplyDeleteTurns out I'm going to Cyprus at the beginning of April, so I'm hoping it'll go alright - I'll try to do it for you :)
Well now you're home, I'm sure you'll be able to get straight back on track, and be more determined than ever!
Think thin, sweetie! x
(by the way, I meant you made my day in that I've been able to actually help someone, not because you've had a tough week!)
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